Everything is illuminated

"...So she had to satisfy herself with the idea of love — loving the loving of things whose existence she didn’t care at all about. Love itself became the object of her love. She loved herself in love, she loved loving love, as love loves loving, and was able, in that way, to reconcile herself with a world that fell so short of what she would have hoped for. It was not the world that was the great and saving lie, but her willingness to make it beautiful and fair, to live a once-removed life, in a world once-removed from the one in which everyone else seemed to exist."

My life story? Maybe

i knew better than to let you break my heart

Know what your problem is, Shapiro? 

It's that you just have this really 

      shitty way of looking at things, ya know? I don't have that problem. I just look at the dopeness. But you, 

it's like you just look at 

the wackness...

I am watching 13 Ghosts on MTV right now. I had really forgotten how intense this movie is. I have been working a lot recently and I have never felt so tired. Everything inside of me hurts and I can't remember the last time I was this drained.  I am so ready to make the changes I need to in order for things in my life to finally get better and fall into place. Tomorrow's plan, COFFEE!!!!!!!!! and lots of it. I will move on from there...