Where do you go when it gets dark? And is there room for me there?

Dear Michael Lezama,
I just want to let you know how amazing you are as a person. Today was one of the hardest days I've had in a while and you were most definitely the last person I ever thought would be able to help me make sense of it all, let alone relate to my daily struggles. However we really just had a two and a half hour long conversation about our individual lives and it seriously just changed my life. Its crazy to think that after our first real conversation I feel like I can tell you more than someone I've known for years. I value that more than you will ever know. You are so strong, genuine and open and it breaks my heart to know that people have treated you the way they have. Please know that I will always be here if and when you need me because in the last hour you have just been for lack of a better word, incredible. You listened to me when I went off on incomprehensible rants, made sense of my tangents and didn't judge me when I started crying like an asshole on my front steps. Most importantly, you trusted me. You trusted me with your secret loves, heartaches and dreams. You unloaded on me and let down the wall you put up for just about everyone and even though neither of us knew what to say at the end we had both said enough. I know that no matter what, I have you in my corner and that you have me in yours. All that matters is that I'm sorry and I'm here. No truer words have ever been spoken and you have never been as attractive to me as a person as you were when you said, "life is a cunt bitch but one day things will be better for us... They have to be". Thank you. I love you. And goodnight.

Peace, Love and unexpected heroes.

XOXO,

Starshine


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