I have decided that I am no longer leaving my house. It has become overwhelmingly apparent to me that all of the relationships I have spent the last few years to a decade developing are one way streets. I've noticed that I am constantly giving while everyone around me is taking. There is never any return. I am tired of pretending I care about other people's personal problems when I feel like I am going through real shit everyday. I am tired of being cut off or ignored by my so called friends when I try to talk about my issues. Simply put, I am tired of being taken advantage of.
Therefore, I have decided to cut myself off from all sorts of social encounters for the time being. I am just going to keep entirely to myself while I sort out my issues. Then I will decide if I have any relationships worth saving or if I just need to cut my losses and move on. I just don't have time for the bullshit and refuse to be anyone's afterthought. That's all for now.
Peace, love and clarity my darlings!
XOXO,
Starshine
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