There's something about the sunshine baby...

I feel like I've been gone forever!!! But alas my 4 followers I have returned. Anyway, not much is new with me. School is lame but going well as am I, well, not the lame part. I am so unbelievably excited for the summer. I'm sure just about everyone is but the Jersey snow has been harsh and unrelenting this season. In addition, I have just been made aware that I don't have a spring break, so I have to wait until the end of April to begin my adventures.

Soundtrack of the moment;
The prayer: bloc party
Darlin do not fear: Brett dennan Bulletproof: la roux
Make it mine: Jason Mraz
Young love: Gavin DeGraw
Again: flyleaf
Broken strings: James Morrison naturally: selena Gomez
Set fire to the third bar: snow patrol
Under control: parachute

Extensive I know, but that's barely a 16th of my songs for the moment. oh! I got a twitter account today. I'd ask you to follow me but this is probably more interesting...

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Singing loud songs on a beautiful day...

Everything is illuminated

"...So she had to satisfy herself with the idea of love — loving the loving of things whose existence she didn’t care at all about. Love itself became the object of her love. She loved herself in love, she loved loving love, as love loves loving, and was able, in that way, to reconcile herself with a world that fell so short of what she would have hoped for. It was not the world that was the great and saving lie, but her willingness to make it beautiful and fair, to live a once-removed life, in a world once-removed from the one in which everyone else seemed to exist."

My life story? Maybe

i knew better than to let you break my heart

Know what your problem is, Shapiro? 

It's that you just have this really 

      shitty way of looking at things, ya know? I don't have that problem. I just look at the dopeness. But you, 

it's like you just look at 

the wackness...

I am watching 13 Ghosts on MTV right now. I had really forgotten how intense this movie is. I have been working a lot recently and I have never felt so tired. Everything inside of me hurts and I can't remember the last time I was this drained.  I am so ready to make the changes I need to in order for things in my life to finally get better and fall into place. Tomorrow's plan, COFFEE!!!!!!!!! and lots of it. I will move on from there...

And I can see this unravelling...

So I have work everyday this week except for thursday. I never minded working constantly before, but now that none of the profits go to me Macy*s has taken the shape of a prison. I can't wait to bust out of here and get my life back.

Birthday soon, But what's the point really...

"You'll come back when they call you, no need to say goodbye"

BAD OMENS

• "I've Got A Feeling" by Black Eyed Peas
• The Homeless by Choice
• The Perfect Plan
• Sisters
• Perfectly Blue, cloudless skies
• Being A Leo
• Being Lauren Peck
  

SAVING GRACES

• Best Friends
• Regina Spektor
• John Mayer

Que Sera Sera

I think that self important people are just a joke. Stupid people with nothing better to do than be assholes upsets me. I am sorry you have nothing in your life, but maybe if you spent more time exploring and less time being a bitch you would be in a different place right now. I have more important things to worry about and occupy my time with. No longer will I indulge you in your quest to feel good about yourself. You are dead to me which is unfortunate because we are supposed to be close. But as I have previously stated, I think you are a joke and want nothing more to do with you ever.